Blue

Miss someone until they come back, or until you come back, until their absence in your life becomes something to be avoided at all costs. Miss them until you don’t have to anymore, until you’re reunited in your favorite booth in your favorite restaurant ordering your favorite meal, miss them until it feels like you never left. Or miss them until you can’t anymore, until the things you miss are identified and cataloged as things and not a person, until you figure out that easy company and long talks and unblinking, all-knowing eye contact will find you again the way they found you the first time. Miss someone until you don’t.

—Stephanie Georgopulus (via lesbian-a-la-mode)

(Source: hellanne, via lesbian-a-la-mode)

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The Homes of Creatives

Garage Conversion by Michelle de la Vega

Michelle acted as her own general contractor and converted this basic garage into an amazing 250 sq ft home (now her vacation home). Check out the original garage in the last photo or there are more progress photos over at Houzz.

I could live like this

(via taintedofferings)

Iced coffee and sunshine. Simple pleasures

Iced coffee and sunshine. Simple pleasures

what is happening to me

I feel like I’m going nuts. Sometimes when I’m sitting in class, I start to daydream about more school. (this has never happened in my life) Today, I started researching the classes I need in order to accomplish the requirements to start taking this journey I’m teetering with. I also said to myself “I can be done in 5 years max, that’s not bad,” and I didn’t panic. I thought about all the debt, didn’t panic. I thought about all the chemistry, anatomy, physics….slight to moderate panic. I feel like I’m shedding the skin of this version of myself I’ve always been, the “I’m going to play music my whole life and be happy with that” and starting on this new path to something I’ve never even thought I could or would do. I’m having an identity crisis. But, I also feel you can only go after your dreams for so long, and then one day they’re not really the same dream anymore. You’ve changed. Certain things are missing. Even though it’s the best it’s ever been, sadly, it’s time.  I’m not saying don’t go after your dreams. Absolutely go after your dreams. But, go after the things you “kind of” dreamed of as well. The things you didn’t think you were capable of so you ignored. I don’t know what’s going to happen, but this feels so damn strange.  Now I want to panic.