March 2012
1 post
February 2012
14 posts
WatchPay no mind to my voice in this. I also apparently don’t know the words to the songs I write. The piano Michael playing is quite lovely (The reason I’m posting the video)
“I am eternally, devastatingly romantic, and I thought people would see it...”
– Catherine Breillat (via beatboxgoesthump)
WatchWhat’s so funny? (Not sure how good the video quality will be uploading this from my phone)
“Never love anybody who treats you like you’re ordinary.”
– Oscar Wilde (via beatboxgoesthump)
January 2012
17 posts
Timeline..
I was hesitant to switch over to Timeline on Facebook. Why would I want to relive my past with such ease..huh?!?! (I already do that enough in my head. ) WEll, I did it. And I instantly thought “I’m not going to look at anything from the past, whatever.” And then I clicked on 2007 without a 2nd thought. (Still working on better willpower) Well, the very first post on my...
Morning chat with JB
Jenni is wanting a dog with her gf (When they live together, of course) She is obsessively looking for one to adopt online. They found one they really adore and this is what she had to say about it:
JB: “if we were to get this dog, I hope we get him in time to undo the name Kamikaze”
Today's advice
I was told today by a person near and dear to “stop comparing your insides to other peoples outsides.”
Ok then. I’ll do my best :)
Never a day...
Preparing for this new album meant brining out a song I wrote one day when i was missing my sister and a love. (double whammy heartache)I had to stop and cry my face off the first time we played it as a band last week. It sounds so fucking beautiful.
Coffee talk ( a little more serious)
Me: I just don’t know where the next chapter of my life is going to take me. I still feel like I want to move. I feel like I need to be open for anything. I want to record this album, put everything into it, and know that if it’s our last one, it’s the best one.
JB: I totally agree. WE want to move too.
Me: Ok. So we push it this year and then whatever happens, happens. WE...
December 2011
10 posts
“Some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it is letting go.”
– Hermann Hesse (via beatboxgoesthump)
The Perks of being sober:
And the ever present feelings of “why am I doing this?”, By Aja Blue
Today I am 8 months sober. Yes, it’s true. I’ve somehow made it to this point. No alcohol or anything to alter my mind has been put in this body for 245 days and counting. I’m not bragging. Trust me. I’d love to engage in a little cocktail drinking every now and then like a normal person,...
WatchA little video I made of my 85 year old grandpa eating a slice of pie. He flew me home for Thanksgiving, and I enjoyed every moment we were able to share together.
lucid dreams
I had a dream I was flying last night. Like, Superman style. I have dreams that I’m in airplanes all the damn time… They seem to be my go-to whenever life is a bit off. In them, I’m usually afraid or unsure and just full of anxiety. However, I can’t recall ever in my 32 years on this earth, dreaming that I could actually fly. And let me tell you… It was awesome!! At...
12 days of Christmas..
Or, the end of my bands Kickstarter. We’ve met our goal, mostly from the help of friends and total strangers. I feel so grateful and unbelievably excited about getting back into the studio. Please feel free to give this page a look and see if you want to help us too!
http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/thebruises/fall-in-love-with-the-bruises-or-at-least-our-new
Watchshesalltiedup:
i think i should start karate again…or at least kickboxing or something…
This makes me feel really lazy. I made noises while watching this, such as WHOA!!!! and NO WAY!!!!! I’m a dork.
November 2011
15 posts
Thai spa...
I just had my first ever Thai massage and I have one word to describe it: foreplay.
I didn’t expect a woman to be crawling on me and touching my butt so much. Needless to say, I feel relaxed and wonderful now despite our interesting introduction.
This is worth blogging about:
I’m happy to report that for the first time in 3 months, I was able to open my mouth wide enough like a normal person and eat an apple without slicing it. I just dug right into that bad boy. It was still a little painful, but a very exciting moment for me. Since a case of TMJ locked me down at the end of august, eating food has basically meant me deconstructing it and looking really sexy...